Llorar de alegría y tristeza al mismo tiempo

Te amo.
TE AMO TANTO.
No se, me duele todo el cuerpo, no paro de llorar, estoy muy triste e increíblemente feliz al mismo tiempo.
Equilibrio, eso me traés desde un principio y me lo seguís ofreciendo ahora.
Una persona que está tan acostumbrada a lo que es una montaña rusa, y vos le traés equilibrio. Es como agua para alguien que vaga en un desierto por 6 años.
6 años en los cuales se olvidó QUIÉN ERA.
El poder ser esa persona, al mismo tiempo que incorporo lo que soy hoy en día me hace sentir por primera vez un balance que creí que nunca iba a poder obtener.
Y lo amo. (Me amás)
Y me asusta. (No puedo evitar sentir que te asusto)
Y me aterra. (No puedo evitar sentir que te puedo llegar a aterrar)
Y no quiero soltarlo. (No me sueltes)
Y no pienso soltarlo... (No me sueltes)

"... and keep you in bed when you have to goand cry like a baby when you finally do
and get rid of the roaches
and buy you presents you don't want and take them away again
and ask you to marry me and you say no again but keep on asking because though you think I don't mean it I do always have from the first time I asked you
and wander the city thinking it's empty without you
and want what you want
and think I'm loosing myself but know I'm safe with you
and tell you the worst of me
and try to give you the best of me because you don't deserve any less
and answer your questions when I'd rather not
and tell you the truth when I really don't want to
and try to be honest because I know you prefer it
and think it's all over but hang on infor just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life and forget who I am
and try to get closer to you because it's beautiful learning to know you and well worth the effort
and speak Germanto you badly
and Hebrew to you worse
and make love with you at three in the morning
and somehow
somehow somehow communicate some of the overwhelming undying overpowering unconditional
all-encompassing heart-enriching mind-expanding on-going never-ending love I have for you."